Change in Me

If the world could see,
What is happening to me
Gone from misery and strife,
To a purposes full life.

What has changed in me?
To make me feel this free?
The answer is in the one,
Without him I am done.

Without You

What if I never told you I love you
What if I never told you I care
A lifetime I would be without you
A thought I could not bare

To watch you live a full life
While mine is filled with strife 
Is it the right thing to do?
To secretly always love you?